I know I've been neglecting you lately, and I'm sorry. There haven't been any late nights with soda and cookies and moral outrage. There haven't been any "I'm almost done!"s while T waits impatiently for us to eat supper. I haven't obsessively polished and coded and tweaked your beautiful face for some time. I haven't excitedly jotted down interesting topics or played with paragraph wording in my head.
I don't know what the problem is. I have things to say, but I don't have the words to say it. I could easily resort to listing "the things I did today" - T graduated, I made a dress, I saw his aunts stoned and drunk, I gave the rabbits a giant box... on and on - but it feels too hollow to write about. I've been sort of floating about, aimlessly. Blogging is a grounding activity for me, and it's hard to get in the right mindset when I'm floating upside-down above the clouds.
I will make a conscious effort to work on our relationship, blog. If you're willing to be patient and forgive me for my neglect, I think we can get back what we once had. Are you with me?
I'm glad to hear it.
xoxoxox <3 <3 <3